I wonder, has social media such as instagram or facebook make me lazy to blog? Friends has suggested that I blog my journey as a new mum. Share my food adventures and craft adventures. But everytime I get time to myself, I'm either too tired or too lazy.
Since the day Baby K was born, my daily schedule follows hers, I have tried creating routines for her which usually results in a total out of control mess. Maybe I'm not strict enough.
Baby K hasn't started speaking yet, and I am starting to feel the pressure. Maybe I'm not reading or speaking enough to her.
Baby K has really short attention span and would rather copy everything I do. Maybe she has too many toys or I'm spending enough time playing with her.
Baby K throws a fit whenever she doesn't get her way or things don't turn out the way she hopes. Maybe I allow to be spoilt or I spoil her.
I rely on the "babysitter" TV/ipad when I want to get things done or craft. Maybe I shouldn't yet maybe I should.
Most of the time I don't know what I'm doing, but I try to adjust and figure things out. I wonder how my mum used to handle me .....
Don't get me wrong, being a mum is actually pretty awesome. No doubt challenging and tiring, sometimes you just want to explode. But when the little troublemaker flashes you her sweetest smile, or gives you a surprise sneak hug; totally worth it!
So am I going to take this blog offline or will I continue to try to blog more often? Still undecided.
