exams....again... >_<

having exams again....dreaded exams....i hate them soo much......
just sat for 2 papers on monday.....which was soooo disappointing....but its over...just have to try even harder....
2 more this coming friday...... grrr.....i probly should start preaparing......for them.......sigh......

art...

Art is inspired by images created by the human mind....
Drawing is like copying these images in your mind and putting them on a canvas.....

There is no such thing as bad art.....only the fear of self expression....

If...but...

"If you look at the world, you will be depressed. If you look within, you will be distressed. But if you look unto Christ, you will be at rest."

Mistakes~

What's life without mistakes??Life would be dull then................
Life is a process of self-discovery.........sometimes a black-hole of lost dreams.........
Life is just an empty canvas.....ready for us to add the masterpieces we achived....
Is your potrait empty?Or is it still empty?Maybe it's imcomplete.....
Life with challenges is like a canvas waiting to be turned into a masterpiece.......
Like some people i know says....we need to make mistakes in order to learn......
Mistakes are made when creating a masterpiece..........just like we as humans make mistakes all the time............but all can be learned from and corrected.....

w00t~~!!!!!

My pc is finally working again...after a whole agonising week of not being able to do some stuff....well at least i had a lap top to use to chat with my friends....
Now my pc still lacks microsoft office....hehhehe.....and norton...overall are working fine now.....
Must be really carefull....wouldn't want the same thing to happen again ><

This is a DISASTER~~!!!

This is a disaster...my pc is not working...T____T....this is so not cool...but good thing my dad just bought a laptop for himself...i still can go online but i can't play maple or skyppe or red web comics...or surf my fav websites cuz all the url are in my pc's hdd....sigh!!!!I so need to get my pc fixed A.S.A.P.....got some urgent stuff to refresh...to grasp the chance of a life time that is right before my face.....aaaaaaaaarrrrrggggghhhhhh.......lets just hope for the best....and try to save my hdd...or all will be lost...

I want my mummy.....

It's been a week since mum's in London...if not mistaken...she's going to Italy this week...
She found the wristbands...yay...but she hasn't bought them yet...she's want to find more colors...hahhaa....
I'm just so exhausted when mum's not around...physically, mentally and emotionally....
I cannot get peace in my own home...
But life's still gonna be this way...for some time...just have to deal with it... >,<

What a day...

Had class yesterday....sadly woke up with a bad mood....so was kinda grumpy for half a day....was not really in a talkative mood....
But today was the the day where i met up with my friend Reuben to pass him a copy of Edge Of Fire's ep....Goma and Joey wanted to tag along so ok la....like having their company anyway....so right after class i headed to klcc but was still early and got a msg from Reuben saying he'll be late.........sooo....went to coffee bean to spoil myself...hehehe....
Finally Reuben arrived and we met up at Tower Records...really nice fella...especially in person ^,^ Goma said she had to leave early so ok....so me n Reuben plus Joey just hang around till my dad kept calling me to come home..hahahaha
But....back home....back into bad mood........the story behind the bad mood...well lets just keep that behind...

Mum went to London >,<

Yesterday morning,all of us went to sent mum off on her flight to London. Mum always wanted to go to London, cuz my Aunt lives there, which is my mum's younger sis. Mum is so happy to finally get to go there. I miss mum though she nags me everyday, every hour, every minute...hehhhe.......i miss her cooking....
Mum's gonna be in London for almost a MONTH >,<

Big gurl.....or should i say young lady??

I turn 21 today ><
It's way time for me to grow up....can't be as free-spirited as before....
before 21 = 100% free-spirited
21 onwards = only 50% of free-spirit-ness allowed ><
bring it on....100% responsibilities....bring it on freedom....i think i've received my freedom....maybe not...yet...

exams.... -.-"

once again...the times is here..........
exams exams exams......................how i hate them so.....................

oro~~??

What happened to March's entry???
umm......i dunno...........

Have you ever forgotten to laugh?

Some time ago i came upon this picture drawn by a girl from Canada. In that picture was a girl dressed like a clown...a sad clown...and at the edge of the picture was written " The World Is So Funny Sometimes...I Often Forget To Laugh".....that picture made me think back on a few things that happened through out my life.....
Makes you wonder doesn't it....that sometimes when everything is going just the way you want....everything is fine,doing well and almost perfect that nothing could possibly ruin this perfect moment....just then....everything makes an ugly turn and everything just goes wrong...absolutely wrong....
And yet there are times where everything is just plain wrong...from wrong to bad to worst to just plain nasty...just when you come to a point that probly the next worst thing will come with no surprise....things just suddenly take a turn and gets fixed...everything seems to be working out fine and hope just seem so near that life suddenly feels good again............
Isn't the world just funny sometimes.....things turning from worst to great and from great to terrible.....so messed up that it's sometimes ridiculously seems funny......kind of makes you forget to laugh...............
Don't you agree?
I dunno if you understood whatever i just wrote but it's just for your reading pleasure............

Smile...

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...A smile is a curve that helps set things straight...

...So wipe that frown off and put on a smile for it is a new day...

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Just thoughts...

Fear not the path of Faith...
Faith may bring disappointments...
But Faith's what keeps us going on...

Inner Voice

Hey there...
Can you hear me?
Without me...thoughts and conscience are not heard...

Hey there...
Can you hear me?
I can lift your spirits up or tear it down...
I keep you company while you think...

Hey there...
Are you listening to me?
Don't keep me locked up inside too long...
Please don't hide me...

Hey...
Can you hear me?
Free your emotions...speak your mind...
Release me...your inner voice...

Thursday the 13th...

Usually it's on Friday the 13th where unlucky stuff happens to you...well...i sorta had a bad day to begin with...
I arrived at BTR's lrt station at 12.35pm and wasn't able to get a ticket to ride the lrt cuz they said "kereta tak jalan la..." so i thought it was technical problems or something...so i had no choice but to take a cab all the way to college...but almost every cab that passed by didn't want to go to kl!!!but fortunately one did... but it was fricking jam all the way to kl...midway my mum called telling me almost the whole of m'sia had no electricity and whether if my college was affected...AHAA!!so that's why lrt tak jalan...and my lazy mind started hoping that classes would be canceled..hehehe...but they weren't!so i got to college just 15 minutes before class started and found out my class has only 2 students...AGAIN!!looks like it's gonna be another night class again....Okay~so it wasn't a bad day after all...heheh...but i had to come up with some stuff to do while i waited for my night class...bummer....

First day of class...total waste of time...

Today's the 1st day of my final term in this college...i thought that today might turn out to be an ok day because i'll be starting my Web major...
I had no choice but to go to college in the morning though my class only starts at 2pm because dad's car was at the shop...something was broken i think, so he had to use the other car...meaning mum had no car to drop me at the lrt station in the afternoon...unfortunately I overslept and had to rush before dad takes off to work...
I arrived at college about 9+ only to find out my friends were gonna be late...so I doodled a little just to pass the time...to cut the whole story short...they decided not to have lunch with me cause they didn't feel like eating and at the mean time it was almost time for class....so there goes both my breakfast and lunch...wasn't hungry anyway...
Just as I thought the day might be better when class starts...I discovered that there was only 2 fresh students...me & a tall dude...so we had to join the part time class which is at night...damn!!...i wasted all day just to find out about this?what a bummer...
Fortunately my friend's were able to give a lift home so I got to come home early...yay!!...but...I came home to a nightmare...I don't want to go on futher about what happened cause it ain't worth mentioning...
I then decided to create a blog...hoping that I can refresh my memory on HTML...but everything turned out bad cause I'm totally lost with this CSS thing...and had some problems with the postings having to re-do my blog again and deleting the previous attempt...so have to surf around & read up about CSS...grrr...

mY wOrLd

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