Short stroll on the beach

The last time i visited the beach was like....ages ago...i can't remember when....but normally the beaches are just plain filthy!!!

But this morning my cousin took me n my sister to sentosa beach to take his dog for a swim...the beach was so peaceful so clean...the water was great!! sadly i don't have a swim suit so i didn't swim so i walked along the beach, feeling the cold soothing water tickle my feet and the smooth fine sand between my toes...relaxing short time but all worth it...everyone needs a break once in awhile even if its only for half an hour.

It was fun, snap some pics for fun too...may upload them soon in my photos...well back in the house chilling and just....chilling and see what's needed to help around with.

Ciao for now...i know...i know...i'm bored that's why i'm blogging again...talking crap...babbling...wasting time...don't read tho ...only if you wanna see a person babble..bla...

Silly Girl

Am in singapore now to celebrate CNY with my cousin and his family...and silly me never activate my roaming before i cross border which leaves me without a phone for a week...which is good in a way cuz i kinda over spend on my bill this month.

Singapore...feels much more peaceful compared to kl, yea its fast pace and all yet still kinda relaxing in a way..so clean! I went to the new mall last night that is facing directly towards Sentosa island, my cousin took us for Italian which was really yummy!! i had Fettucine pasta with smoked salmon and creamy tomato..yumm yumm and sorta had half of Jenn's Pork Salami pizza..the crust is super thin!! crispy and chewy..tho the cheese is kinda salty.

Al tho i may not have a phone to use for a week...luckily dad brought both his laptops so me n Jenn can stay in touch with you all before we go to bed or when we are not going out or anything.

Peace to all and that's all for now folks. Ciaoz.

Overview of my 2006

Year 2006 started out a blur for me.

It was like, 'yay another new year with the guy i 'loved'.' but few months later he left me and asked me to move on with no chance at all to fix whatever problem there might be. i was given all kinds of reasons which were obviously plain excuses. everyone i knew was shocked but not as shocked as i was. i was to determine to find at least the tiniest chance to fix things but what he said in reply killed me slowly. i could not sleep. sleeping was difficult. facing people was worse but i learned to put on a face. talking to people was hard. i had to pretend to be fine when i was literally dying inside. i felt like dying on the outside too. but it was my friends that i have that kept me sane. thanks you all.

but i can say i'm over it all now. i've met some new friends. got closer to some old friends that i never spoke to before inthe past. broke a few hearts (hated that). hurt a few of my closes friends. i'm so sorry i didn't mean to. i guess my heart just got cold. don't worry. i'll get myself fixed soon.

i got a job. am working for about 3 months +. got a body piercing when i got my 1st paycheck. it was so fun!!!!

well most of 2006 was like messed up shit for me...but there were good times towards the end of it. i'm fine now. i will be better. and i'm still really sorry for those i hurt. i know i suck at apologies and suck at controlling my temper.

oh well its a new year!! lets start over!!! cheers~!