The feeling where people say stuff that make you feel all guilty or worst, angry. The dreadful 'blame' game as i call it, getting the 'blame' thrown at you to shoulder every single time something doesn't go according to plan. My sister and i have a fare share of 'blames' thrown at us but my sister is fortunate enough not to have to face as much shit as i do altho she thinks she does. Getting blamed for every single problem or difficulty that occur in this home is a norm. to me now. Years of practise and patience and bottling up. But a girl can only handle so much.
Everyone in life will face the 'blame' game, it's what we do, as humans, 'blame' each other. But everyone has limits to. Do you know what kind of damage 'blame' is capable of inflicting? Not many know, but i can tell you some, cause i've been there. There comes a point where the person you 'blame' willstart to 'blame' themselves believing that it WAS their fault that things are messed up. I will not give in to that cuz, yes problems will only occur when it involves an individual. But shit happens, it's life, deal with it.
Stop 'blaming' me for every single thing or arguement that happens in my home. Though apparently i'm suppose to be the 'lady' of the house being the eldest girl. I have my limits too. Not every problem that occurs is my fault or anyone's fault but your own.
*Lost in thought* Jo.
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