Have you ever had dreams of the past or future ... dreams of happy moments or sad moments ...

... I always have dreams about the past where i'm either really happy in it or really sad ... I've had dreams where i wished it'd never end ... I've had dreams where i desperately want to end ...

I hate these dreams ... i dread them ... why have happy dreams where you wake up and realise it was all images created by your subconcious mind ... having dreams that tear your apart is no doubt no different than being torn in reality ...

I was afraid to fall asleep at one point for weeks all because i didn't want to dream ... the most peaceful slumber i've had so long ago was without these dreams ... these dreams of memories that were meant to be forgotten ... dreams of people ... dreams of moments ... all that were meant to be put aside so that i can move on ... i hate these dreams ... i long to sleep ...

... sleep tight with sweet dreams ... is that too much to ask for?