Big gurl.....or should i say young lady??

I turn 21 today ><
It's way time for me to grow up....can't be as free-spirited as before....
before 21 = 100% free-spirited
21 onwards = only 50% of free-spirit-ness allowed ><
bring it on....100% responsibilities....bring it on freedom....i think i've received my freedom....maybe not...yet...

exams.... -.-"

once again...the times is here..........
exams exams exams......................how i hate them so.....................

oro~~??

What happened to March's entry???
umm......i dunno...........

Have you ever forgotten to laugh?

Some time ago i came upon this picture drawn by a girl from Canada. In that picture was a girl dressed like a clown...a sad clown...and at the edge of the picture was written " The World Is So Funny Sometimes...I Often Forget To Laugh".....that picture made me think back on a few things that happened through out my life.....
Makes you wonder doesn't it....that sometimes when everything is going just the way you want....everything is fine,doing well and almost perfect that nothing could possibly ruin this perfect moment....just then....everything makes an ugly turn and everything just goes wrong...absolutely wrong....
And yet there are times where everything is just plain wrong...from wrong to bad to worst to just plain nasty...just when you come to a point that probly the next worst thing will come with no surprise....things just suddenly take a turn and gets fixed...everything seems to be working out fine and hope just seem so near that life suddenly feels good again............
Isn't the world just funny sometimes.....things turning from worst to great and from great to terrible.....so messed up that it's sometimes ridiculously seems funny......kind of makes you forget to laugh...............
Don't you agree?
I dunno if you understood whatever i just wrote but it's just for your reading pleasure............

Smile...

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...A smile is a curve that helps set things straight...

...So wipe that frown off and put on a smile for it is a new day...

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Just thoughts...

Fear not the path of Faith...
Faith may bring disappointments...
But Faith's what keeps us going on...

Inner Voice

Hey there...
Can you hear me?
Without me...thoughts and conscience are not heard...

Hey there...
Can you hear me?
I can lift your spirits up or tear it down...
I keep you company while you think...

Hey there...
Are you listening to me?
Don't keep me locked up inside too long...
Please don't hide me...

Hey...
Can you hear me?
Free your emotions...speak your mind...
Release me...your inner voice...