I want my mummy.....

It's been a week since mum's in London...if not mistaken...she's going to Italy this week...
She found the wristbands...yay...but she hasn't bought them yet...she's want to find more colors...hahhaa....
I'm just so exhausted when mum's not around...physically, mentally and emotionally....
I cannot get peace in my own home...
But life's still gonna be this way...for some time...just have to deal with it... >,<

What a day...

Had class yesterday....sadly woke up with a bad mood....so was kinda grumpy for half a day....was not really in a talkative mood....
But today was the the day where i met up with my friend Reuben to pass him a copy of Edge Of Fire's ep....Goma and Joey wanted to tag along so ok la....like having their company anyway....so right after class i headed to klcc but was still early and got a msg from Reuben saying he'll be late.........sooo....went to coffee bean to spoil myself...hehehe....
Finally Reuben arrived and we met up at Tower Records...really nice fella...especially in person ^,^ Goma said she had to leave early so ok....so me n Reuben plus Joey just hang around till my dad kept calling me to come home..hahahaha
But....back home....back into bad mood........the story behind the bad mood...well lets just keep that behind...

Mum went to London >,<

Yesterday morning,all of us went to sent mum off on her flight to London. Mum always wanted to go to London, cuz my Aunt lives there, which is my mum's younger sis. Mum is so happy to finally get to go there. I miss mum though she nags me everyday, every hour, every minute...hehhhe.......i miss her cooking....
Mum's gonna be in London for almost a MONTH >,<

Big gurl.....or should i say young lady??

I turn 21 today ><
It's way time for me to grow up....can't be as free-spirited as before....
before 21 = 100% free-spirited
21 onwards = only 50% of free-spirit-ness allowed ><
bring it on....100% responsibilities....bring it on freedom....i think i've received my freedom....maybe not...yet...

exams.... -.-"

once again...the times is here..........
exams exams exams......................how i hate them so.....................

oro~~??

What happened to March's entry???
umm......i dunno...........

Have you ever forgotten to laugh?

Some time ago i came upon this picture drawn by a girl from Canada. In that picture was a girl dressed like a clown...a sad clown...and at the edge of the picture was written " The World Is So Funny Sometimes...I Often Forget To Laugh".....that picture made me think back on a few things that happened through out my life.....
Makes you wonder doesn't it....that sometimes when everything is going just the way you want....everything is fine,doing well and almost perfect that nothing could possibly ruin this perfect moment....just then....everything makes an ugly turn and everything just goes wrong...absolutely wrong....
And yet there are times where everything is just plain wrong...from wrong to bad to worst to just plain nasty...just when you come to a point that probly the next worst thing will come with no surprise....things just suddenly take a turn and gets fixed...everything seems to be working out fine and hope just seem so near that life suddenly feels good again............
Isn't the world just funny sometimes.....things turning from worst to great and from great to terrible.....so messed up that it's sometimes ridiculously seems funny......kind of makes you forget to laugh...............
Don't you agree?
I dunno if you understood whatever i just wrote but it's just for your reading pleasure............